Welcome sadness

I used to think it matters
four names are better than none
but now that you can't use it
words don't matter to one

I used to think it matters
speech and numbers
and things
learning and all that bullshit
now I know nothing does

I see you through their eyes
and hear with my ears their lies
read with your mind their minds
and how I hate this life


I used to think it matters
the worst betrayal is mine
I feel you want something from me
But not knowing what or how to give it to you
I stand petrified in ice
Welcome, welcome to tristesse.