I gave you my everything, finally
Because I never will, again

When you finally get really, really hurt
it ceases to matter if it was meant or not
if to hurt was the intention from the other side
or it was only the ignorance of selfishness
There's just the shock of getting hurt
of knowing something this time got broken
and that it cannot be repaired
There's only the tears you never shed
There's only the blood you never bled, in this place
The lonely room and the empty space
When you really get hurt, hurt, hurt.

A couplet

I would of have been glad to stay
If only you had not driven me away

Goodbye.

It was a dead end
(but) even dead ends (reach their) end
It (too/finally) did

It was a one-way street
a one-way ticket
That is why since day before I gave it my all
after understanding just who you were and I looked like to all
It was my farewell gift
after understanding how well you are able to make me die
and fall
You did not hear the terrible thud
it made
when
I killed (y)our love
as it ended
the music
dying in my room
of my love for you
a sound softer than the sound of a dying fall
If you had you would have wept
as the one that died, it's true, lost
but nothing as much as to what you lost
compared
to what you would have got
in the many years still left to it
if you had not done this (at) all.

God and I + you and I

Only God

can create or make

something out of
nothing

Only God

can let people never die

make them drink of the fountain of everlasting youth

reverse or halt aging or disease

heal in a second and fully, miraculously

make people live forever
Only God

the philosopher's stone

overcomes death

brings back people from the dead

can be in two places at the same time

and travel into the past and the future, melt time

If I was God

having loved you

I would

unmake and remake you

as what I want you to be

from or out of thin air

give you youth and beauty

eternal

never let you die

bring you back from death if you did

let you always be with me
invisible to  others if and when needed 

and also in the past and the future

just in case there are other lives

or were

and to go one better than Him

would prove to this clone of yours

that by granting you or her

and not me

all this

it still would be 

as hopeless

as my love for the other, earlier you

again.

This is why I am not God
This is why it is clear
I am
only a lover
a failure
and that you are not anywhere in the picture
in the first scenario
or the second.